Saturday, July 14, 2007 @ 7/14/2007 09:08:00 PM
OOOOHHH!!! so many things happen within such a short time..dedicate a part to my dear hero! "YVONNE..U r the hero of the day! "
hahas..hmm..really really appreciate her coming down to save my dear life..=) seriously,she is sooo nice..i love u vonnie!!MUACK MUACK MUACKS..was like drunk for the 1st time in my life.period..cried like a mad dog also..was jus purely crying for hours! luckily those guys were there..if not,i seriously duno what will happen..tks alot to everyone who was there for me..hahas..for letting me beat u..for tking care of me..for carrying me like everywhere..hahas.. =D duno how to decscribe how thankful i am lo..hahas..i suddenly become so scare of drinking..i duno why would i cry so much too..i think i scared nearly everyone there..that is so crap..mayb i got too much in inside me..everything jus seem to build up and bottle up..haven cried for 1 yr plus i guess..so, i guess everything jus come out at one go..there is jus too much things inside me and i nv say it out..drinking so much jus make me recall every single thing in the past that happen..i really wish everything can pass..like jus pass so that i will nv recall any thing at all..i always thought that jus by putting everything aside and not think abt it..it wun affect my life..but..somehow or rather,it did..and it affect me so badly..crying out makes everything so much better..
