its the end of the week again.. =(

went to bugis to shop ard yest..was damn packed wif ppl..*nv go to bugis during weekend and near cny period..GOSH..i hate squeezing wif ppl and get squeeze too..faints..
went for steamboat for dinner! YAY! hahahs..and got a treat frm ms py! =)))) hahahs..


me to you:
i noe i will not expected more already..
its better to keep one person suffering than both..
mayb my expectations are too much so i sld and will not expect more..
i duno if i will be happy like tis..
but tis might be the only way..
i will not mention any things more..
this is be the best way out..


you ask what do i wan..
here's the ans:
what a girl wants is just for u to hold her tight and tell her that she meant the world to u..
for u to dote and pamer her like u nv did before..
to give her ur ample time and to treasure her for who she is..
to tell her she is beautiful even when she is at her ugliest point in life..
to be there for her whenever she need u to..
to be able to tell the world that she is yours only..
to understand,care for her..
and to whisper 'i love u' whenever she is feeling down and shitty..
to let her noe that the world might be falling apart for her but there is always you who will hold the sky and protect her..

i feel that i have always fail as a girlfriend..i dun seem to even understand myself well enough to tell u what i want..
but the things above is what i can think off..
u ask if i m happy..
what can i say if i m feeling miserable for not knowing myself and for thinking that i m not a gd girlfriend..
i dun wish to put unneccessary pressure or stress onto myself or on u..
i will sort all of tis out myself....