porky is back! =D i super miss him even though it was jus 2days away..
but i was like totally no contact at all! but in any case, he's back & i'm a happy girl! =)

but some people jus love to spoilt moods.everything was arranged ok and set on a date on wed nxt wk..but i dun understand why do both of you have to ruin it by not turning up and claiming that we got no common topic once again!! i'm pretty sick and tired of just talking abt it and doing anything about it! So, i went to msg them! well, can u all believe it? i put in the effort by asking YOU 2 QUEENS OF THE WORLD what the fuck is the problem. But u all have to jolly well jus FUCKING IGNORE IT! IGNORE IT when the problem is about YOU! wad the fuck is wrong?
u jus cannot jus say it or even jus reply what i asked??? HAVE U FREAKING 2 QUEENS TURN MUTE??? i'm not hiding in a hole anymore and pretend that i dun have a prob wif 2 of you because the FACT IS I HAVE A PROB!!

yes! i have a prob! i have a prob wif ur attitude! why is it that always people have to come and talk to you 1st? Why is it that when people are angry wif you, all you can do is to fucking pretend that it dun exists? why is it that i dun even see any effort that u put? why is it that since u can claims that esixes is jus a name but no soul??? WELL, WHO THE HELL FUCKING CAUSES IT! i'm not sayin that the rest of us got no fault.but i can tell u that at least i took the effort at least talk and stuffs.REASON? cause i nv want the friendship to jus fall apart. BUT ANYWAY, since u guys dun show any effort why sld i ever bother being even angry wif u both?
one jus follow whatever people say..another jus simply thinking by ignoring the problem..

in any way, he told me not to bother too..why? cause he say we are also not the bestest friend of all..so why bother? TRUE! agree..jus ignore cause i guess it jus losting a friend..and i can literally see from ur actions that you both dun really mind losing a friend! CHEERRS FOR BOTH OF YOU DEN! i dun really want to bother.... forget it all..

i nagging as though both of them are like my bf..but why sld i.i guess cos i really dun wan to lose friends anymore..end of everything...............