my tp is coming in another 2days! i'm super nervous..
scare or wadever.
hopefully everything will goes well on friday!
please please please.............


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you know i always think that we would need to really treasure what we've got right now,
right now in life..
sometimes, when i see others sufferering because of their lost of loved ones, i realise how small my problems or my worries are beside them..
they make me feel ashamed of myself.
they are feeling the despair of losing their loved ones.

they make me think, they make me wonder
how should we live our lifes to ensure that we live them in full.
i worry over things that do not need to worry, i get angry over stupid things, i get jealous over little things, argue over things that can never be understood by the other party.
then i will back tracked and stop to wonder
are all these things worth it?
why waste time when i know that the time could have been so well spend otherwise?
are those things really worth it that i get worry about, angry about, feeling sad about?
are those really worth it?
i really wonder.