its offically 1month and 1day to my 20th birthday! =D

hahahas! its the last month of my last teen that i will ever have in my life..
and its my dearest dearest friend birthday in another 24hrs time!

she has been my friend 8years ago and still counting..=)
she has been ard me supporting me and even thou we may not be really contacting each other all the time but i always know that she has a special place in my heart.
we will age together till our hair turn white..
thou we haven been much ard each other, i treasure those memories that were create during our sec days and even right now..=)

its always hard to maintain friendship especially for girls.
some girls might get jealous of one another achievment and fall out.
some would just think that just because we go different way,we would not have same topic to talk.
some would just keep quiet and walk away from ur life.
i strongly believe that these people are just totally NOT FOR KEEPS cos u know they are never there for u at all.
i had my fair share of such fair weather friends... and i can really say they are really such a huge huge disappointment. *wadever..


i love my life. i would learn how to appreciate things more.
i would learn to understand more and curb my bad temper.
i would learn to take things as it comes rather den handling it badly.
i would want to make my life meaningful.
i would stop complaining about every little thing that i dislike because its really kinda whiny at times and its damn irritating when i see ppl do it, so i know how irritating i m to my bf when i whine to him! HAHAAH!
i would want to be successful in things that i do.
i want to achieve things that i can be proud of myself.
i want to prove that i m capable of handling many things which i know i am all the time.
i want to manage my money well!
i want to travel to different countries.
i will learn how to manage my money and get savings.

its hitting the big '2'! these are the resolutions that i have made.=)
i want to change for the better!
Enjoy life how it is and as it comes.
Things are worse for others and is a lot better for us.

i enjoy my life now with my friends that i have, with my loving yet sometimes irritating boyfriend who currently is lying like a pig and call my PIGGY! =(
but i guess i know that he really cares for me if i think hard enough.because he is really there for me when things get hard for me.
my wakeboard ivp- he never say much but i feel that he is nervous for me too..
my tp- he sat outside at the circuit seeing my drive ard.. =D

**i m so sweet..=)