i dont understand why are you being so hostile towards us?
i tot we had already explain ourselves to you on our choice and stuffs.
however, if you really think that we make a wrong choice, just have to voice it out! and i bet u anything that we will definetely make changes or try to resolve it in another way.
there is not point in telling us that its ok, its ok, never mind all that crap.
after all, we are all F-R-I-E-N-D-S.

oh well,i did treat u like one.
when i know what you actually did, i cant believe how really really childish this whole situation has all become.
i seriously think that if it has caused you so much unhappiness, den VOICE OUT!
tell us about it la. and we will be able to work it out wad.
we tried to contact you and ask you if you mind. if you have a different idea, den why dont want to say.

you just stand in your shoes and think in your own position.
but you never thought of putting yourselves in our shoes and think.
we all want the best and wants to value every single one in the team.
you think it was a easy decision to make?
to choose who to take out?
even taking out the junior would have meant a butterfly effect too!
its totally NOT a easy decision to make and i tot that since we are all seniors,
we would be able to understand of making the right choice for the team.

we were like thinking wtff, how come we never pay attention to the about of people to send.
to make the decision was already bad enough, having to tell you was also bad.
we were all friends, u think very easy for me to open my mouth and tell u?
its NOT easy at all lo.
i really think you sld put urself in our shoes and think.


what's the point of deleting us from facebook and msn?
cant say any thing more because all that comes to my head now is that i'm really very very affected by this whole situation!

i did so much for everyone, trying to bind the team together and now when things start to look better, this fucked up shit have to happen.
and i duno why the fuck am i getting the blame for it.